GETTING ON WITH IT

Somewhere in the middle of that tantrum I had given myself permission to enjoy, I realized what miracles my kids are...

mir·a·cle /ˈmɪrəkəl/ Pronunciation Key - Spelled Pronunciation[mir-uh-kuhl] –noun
1. an effect or extraordinary event in the physical world that surpasses all known human or natural powers and is ascribed to a supernatural cause.
2. such an effect or event manifesting or considered as a work of God.
3. a wonder; marvel.
4. a wonderful or surpassing example of some quality.
5. miracle play.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- [Origin: 1125–75; ME miracle, miracul (< OF miracle) < L mīrāculum, equiv. to mīrā(rī) to wonder at + -culum -cle2]

First of all...

Stop trying to be all things to all people. It's okay to be pissed off that the fucking cancer is back. Just have a tantrum and get on with it. Sheesh! CM